May I Take Your Order;; --[Mature]

[Zoey]

She ehard the roar of a bike..hmm..maybe her mind was playing tricks on her. She turned seeing a kawaski bike. ha..dam she really was crazy! For a second she thought hannibal was riding beside her. she shook her head looking forward again and saw the light turn green. She sped off down the road the mcdonalds coming into sight....Peachy. Jsut what she needed. She sighed and slowly turned in and arked her bike near the door. In case of any emergency. Her life was an emergency. She pulled off her helmet flipping her hair and then brushed it over her black eye. She probably looked like some hooker. God she hated life. She pulled her sleeves down on her hoodie and made sure her jeans were up...her favourite ripped jeans showing her ass off. She smiled and walked in.

She went to the counter and frowned. Some nerdy kid with a "Im new" nametag was waiting for her to order. She looked at the menu...Hah like she did notknow what she wanted I'll have a double cheeseburger meal...coke..and fucking make it coke not roortbeer. THe boy hesitated but nodded. She apyed and looked around. Packed as usual. Filthy grease pigs. She found the one table that was open and got in before some greasy overweight guy did. Ha Last seat She smiled at herself and snuggled her ass in as if claiming it. She looked out the window as traffic passed by. She slowly unwrapped the burger and lookeda t it. Disgusting..but it was all she had of Hannibal left. God she felt obsessed with him. She had tried to have other boyfriends..but everytime they touched her...it was Hannibal. She grimaced and tok a sip of coke-shit ROOTBEER! She let out an aggrivated growl and pusehd it angrily aside Fuck.

[Hannibal Casry]

Hannibal looked over as the biker turned into McDonald's and took off her helmet. Hannibal thought about calling to her, but didn't he just watched. He wasn't dreaming, it had been her. Fantastic. He rode down the street and turned into a parking lot and drove back to the fast food place. As he walked by the window he heard someone complaining about something as an angry swear escaped their vocals. It was Nicky.

He walked in, but made sure that she didn't see him. He got the kid over to the side of the counter and questioned about what the girl had ordered to drink. He said coke, and than Hannibal asked what he served her. He said coke. Sucks though, the kid was a terrible liar. He questioned the little nerd on what he'd served her and waited impatiently for an answer. The boy said the coke machine wasn't working and the only other way to get coke was to use the back machine... Hannibal told him then that he'd better fill an order of a double cheeseburger and two cokes. the boy did as Hannibal told him, and then paid. He didn't know why she'd ordered a coke, he didn't think she'd liked coke...

He took the cheeseburger, and the drinks over to her table, where she sat alone. He smiled very faintly as he watched her. A double cheeseburger? She didn't seem like that type that would want to eat all that grease, and then a coke on top of it? Hannibal loved it though. Got it every time he came here, despite knowing how bad for him it was. It tasted so good. It's grease and fake meat was a perfect combination of unhealthy, semi hot food. Then the sugary caffeinated goodness of a coke was wonderful.
"Here, try this." he offered her the coke, as he slid into the seat. He knew it was coke by the way it smelled, it was quite different then root beer, thank god. Besides that little nerd was gonna get it if they messed up his order.... Hannibal smiled slightly as he remembered her asking him if she could sit with him, it was the opposite last time. He looked at her. "Mind if I sit here? Place is full and there's no other seats."

[Zoey]

She sighed and took a bite of burger. Ahh grease. She looked up as someone walked through the...oh shit. Hannibal. She looked as he marched to the counter and a grin crossed ehr face. What was he so pissed about. She laughed as th nerd shrank back at his booming voice..what was he yelling at him for? She shrugged and took a bite of burger moving deeper into dzaydreaming when a masculine voice stopped her thinking. She looked up seeing Hannibal pass her a can of coke. She blinked confused before he sat with her.She grinned taking the coke and looked as he sued her exact same worsd from a moth ago Well..since you brought me a coke..ya ya. She smiled warmly cracking opent he coke. She took a sip sighing happily.

She looked as he had the same meal as her and looked into his eyes So you probably think im a bitch huh? She pulled her bangs over her black eye a bit Listen Hannibal..i really..REALLY appreciate what you did for me..but i was just so upset because..no one ver would do that for me..unless they wanted something in return..but your right..your not liek those other guys...and im.. She sighed. she hated admitting she aws wrong Im realy sorry. She said before shoving burger itno her mouth so she would not have to answer him anymore. But God..he looked good. Better than her bruised frame...why had she elt him go in the first place? She scrunched her nose as the fake meat slid down ehr throat and pusehd it off gently.

She wished she could crawl over the table and sit in his lap like she had done a moth ago..but no. That was taking it WAY to far. Yes she had huge feelings for him..but he probably thought awfully of her. She looked at the bikes outside wondering what he would say to her...she hoped he would not hound on her...but if he did she would understand. She sighed faking a smile looking at him

[Hannibal Casry]

He hadn't really been pissed, but that look of anger that crossed Nicky's face you know, just made him think he could be nice to her. Yes, surprisingly after how she'd just left him out there before, he still had the heart to be nice. He seemed like a big guy, the kind of guy that would move on after such things, but he'd always remember that night, and he'd always have some feelings for her. People could call him weird because he was so forgiving, but he'd rather be able to forgive them hold a grudge. Yeah, he was kind of pissed that he'd helped her get away from that asshole Jake, and all she did was left him there... that pissed him off, and hurt him a bit.

He unwrapped the cheeseburger as she looked into his eyes. He thought about asking why she had what he had. She had gotten a salad when they first met, and didn't seem to be the type that would want to cause an early death from eating this almost solid grease burger. No, he wasn't saying that he wanted a death caused by grease, but it was soo good. He watched her carefully as she pulled her bangs over her eye and begin to speak. He wasn't going to answer her first question, but was kind of unclear on why she'd be upset that he'd helped her. "Just explain one thing to me Nicky. I am not mad at you, I have the heart to be nice after you just deserted me, but why would you even think I just wanted something back from you? You assumed that before you even knew what I was about. Yeah, I have to admit, I was really pissed that the asshole Jake had the mind to barge in and interrupt, but that wasn't all I wanted. I hung out with you because I thought me and you would be good friends..." he said, his tones were quiet because sometimes he seemed like he was yelling when he didn't mean to. so with quiet tones, he wouldn't attract attention to them, or hurt her feelings because she thought he was yelling. He wanted nothing of the sort. Seeing Nicky cry was like a stab through his heart. He hated seeing people cry.

Nicky didn't know what lay underneath Hannibal's clothes. He'd had a bad run in with a guy at a bar. Sure it was all fun for the first two hours they were together in the hotel, but then it started to push Hannibal's limits and he'd wanted the guy to back off, but he hadn't been finished with Hannibal. The last thing he remembered what his hands being handcuffed to the bed. He had been to sore to move, and didn't object, even though his mind screamed to stop it all. Then he'd been knocked out. He'd woke up a few hours later because room service called to wake him up. His hands had still been hand cuffed to the bed frame, but luckily he hadn't been completely deserted. That man had been waiting for Hannibal to wake, and uncuffed him. He made Hannibal answer the phone, and for the last hour the room was available, there wasn't a moment of silence.

Hannibal wasn't in the mood to be sat on anyway. He was sore from his collar bone down. He'd dealt with some rough people in his life, but that was the worst. The man he was with had hands like sledge hammers... Poor Hannibal wasn't that well built that he could defend himself easily against a man that was twice his size. Luckily, he chose to spare Hannibal's face, and not leave any bruises above the collar of his shirt.

[Zoey]

nicky looked up as he unwrapped his cheeseburger. She pulled her bagsn beind her ear forgetting her black eyes and looked at him as he asked her. She put her drink down and took his hand gently Hannibal..i dont know. I liked you..dam it i stil do..i was scared..Jake hurt me alot...And i was afraid..I know your different. Your kind and caring and amazing..i just was so scared...i thouht you would be like every other guy. She frowned turning his wrist over. Why did he have red marks. Hannibal..what happened? She whispered pulling his sleeve up gently her eyes widened Who..did this to you. She said angrily. Hannibal was her friend...she knew he probably would not want her in more way like she wanted him but..dammit no one hurt her friends

She gently traced the red line growling. Handcuf marks. She kewn them all to wel.. She had some rope burns on her wrists as well. Jake had been angry once again after she ahd refused to go home with him so decided she was a fuckign doll to him. He had teid her down. She shuddered at the memory letting go. She finally looked closer to him. He had brusies on his collar bone and his eyes were not the happy shining eyes she liked. She rubbed her enck. She was still sore from when Jake had grabebd her and choked her countless times. She looked at him and leaned her face clseor examingin his face. no black eyes..shit her eyes. She quickly brushed her bangs back into place. Lets go for a walk... She suggested.

[Hannibal Casry]

He looekd up at her as she took his hand in hers. She had a big black eye... He had an idea of how that happened, but hewasn't totally sure. It could have been another guy. He looked at her, without saying anything about her eye as she spoke to him. She still liked him, and that was good to hear, because he liked her too. He didn't know why after what they'd been through, but he felt close to her, and liked her. She turned his wrist over, and goosebumps ran down his body. He pulled his hand away as she pulled his sleeve up. A nervos and very uneasy look came over his dark eyes as he dropped them to the ground.

He fixed his sleeve so it went back down over his hands, and pulled his collar of his shirt up again. He was very self conscious about the bruises all over his body, and she'd just asked a horrible question. He couldn't help but be nervous as she asked that. He didn't know what she'd think of him if she found out that after being with her that night a month ago, that he's had a few dates since then. all of them had been good, and nice, except for the most recent one... That guy had beat the shit out of him... She asked if he wanted to go for a walk, and no words escaped his mouth, but he did nod and throw his food away. He hadn't barley eaten any of it. Hed had sudden losses of appitite quite often... Many people had noticed he was skinnier, but still just as built, which all of them enjoyed.

He stood up, waiting to see if she'd come along. He tucked his hands into his pockets, making sure to keep his sleeves well over his hands. He was nervous, but he felt close to Nicky, and he was sure that she'd understand.. or maybe she would. He hoped she wouldn't be mad. He'd come across a few duys that were disgusted that he had been out with girls, and he'd come across girls that thought he was a whore for going out with guys. Maybe Nicky was in the middle, and was just understanding of him.

[Zoey]

nicky winced as he pulled away from her. Well ge that showed trust. not. She sighed as he pulled his collar up not answering her. She got up as he did throwing her food away and grabbed her helmet. She walked beside him and moved ehr bangs back to her face. Whyw as he acting so self concious? She wondered. She looked up at him and lokoed as he shoved his hands into his pockets. She linked arms with him gently wincing as her collarbone prtested. She looked at him smiling I am sorry..you dont ahve to tell me..tis none of my buisness. She waved her hand as if stoppingt he subject. She walked with him past their bikes. She pulled her hood up on her hoddie not wanting others to see her black eye. She smield lookign as the leaves were falling from the tres. Fall.

She looked at him and sighed Lsiten...I hope you dont thkni im a bad person..i know you saw my eye. She said and then let go of his arm gently showing her wrists. I didn't want to- she stopped pulling her sleeves down. She kenw he understood. Hell he had lots of bruises too. She itched to stroke his cheek and hold him to tell him she wanted to help him. She felt like an idiot when Jake had come knocking and used her. She shivered rubbing her arms I have a question Hannibal. she said her voice slow and quiet. she turned in front of him Can we..try again..please... Her voice was a whisper and almost begging. She looked into his eyes I really..want to..like you...hell i want to lov- She stopped turning aroudn I sound stupid huh?

[Hannibal Casry]

Hannibal felt weird for not answering her, because usually he was caring and always answered. But he cared what she thought about him, and he was worried that if he told her she wouldn't think the same of him. there was just something different about guys who liked both men and women verses girls that likes both men and women. In most peoples eyes, lesbians weren't gross, but went you found gay guys, it was horrifying and they were shunned in society. Why is that? Hannibal never understood it, and it's why he kept it a secret... more often then not. She linked her arm with his as he shoved his hands into his pockets. A very small, slightly nervous smile crossed his face. He'd tell her, once they were away from where people could hear.

"Yeah, I saw your eyes and I worried that if you were OK or not... but I didn't want to ask you because I had an idea of how it might have happened... and in no way do I think you're a bad person... you're an amazing person..." he said quietly. He knew of her troubles with Jake, but she didn't know anything about his other side. Nothing could help Hannibal right now. a hug would just hurt his bruised body, bit it might make him feel a tad better. He listened to her as she turned in front of him and looked into his eyes with her own. She said she wanted to try all this again, she said that she liked him a lot, and still a very faint, hardly noticeable smile crossed over his features. they came to a bench and he took her hand, and pulled her down gently beside him.

"I think... that things would go alright if we tired again. I mean. I like you, maybe more then I should... but I feel guilty..." he said quietly, her hand still held in his, but the sleeves over his hands prevented her from seeing anymore bruises. His tones were soft, and almost sad sounded, but there was no mistake as to the guilt in his voice. "Nicky, it might not matter to you, but I have never been to church, not once in my life. I've never confessed to anything that I've thought was wrong... I've hid things from people, practically every day of my life, but I feel like I can trust you. We had a rough time when we first met. That whole night was just chaotic, and then Jake didn't help anymore... but this whole month that it seems we haven't seen each other, I've been out with a lot of people, and the bruises you see, are from a few nights ago." He spoke quietly. He really did trust her, and he really hoped she understood. He felt all the guilt rising in his from all the years of his life, but he was only confessing one thing to her, and he hoped she'd understand. For no one ever did, he'd been misunderstood as a child, and still he was today. "A lot of people frown upon anyone who likes another of the same sex, and I've been insulted many times for it because no one understands, but the bruises you see are from another man i met a few nights ago. You can call me disgusting or whatever you want, but I like you, and I feel like I have known you forever... it's your choice whether you want to be like everyone else and leave, or you can be different, and give me a chance..."

[Zoey]

Nicky took his hand as he grasped hers and smiled. Was he trusting her? God she hoped so. She sat down as he gently tugged her nodding I know..Jakes an asshole...its not my eye im owrried about..its you. She said turning to him. He looked guilty..why? She frowned slightly and leaned back agasint the bench. She did not want to elan agasint him to cause him more pain. She could see the pain in his eyes. She blusehd slightly as he said she was an amazing person. No one ever really complimented her before Thanks.. She whispered and snuggled into his arm gently closing her eyes. God she felt so ceonnected with him. She had no idea why. Her heart lept as he spoke of how they should try again. She smiled but raised a brow. Why guilty?

She looked up at him. The wind was blowing slightly making his hair a sexy mess. Her fingers itched to run through it but she kept back. She wanted him to trust her. She wanted him to confide in her. She listened as he spoke of never confessing and never going to church. She looked downa s he talked of Jake and laced her fingers with his as he said he had brusies and went out with some other people. Jealous boiled in her but she maintaned it listening to every word Hannibal..thats no reason to feel guilty..im such a dope..I let Jake take afvantage of me...im brusied more in my pride than body. She looked as he spoke of people liking the same sex. She looked down as he spoke trying to process this. He was Bi? Wow. She would Never have guessed..but who cared? Hanibal..everyone has to try diffrent things in there life. I could care less if you like carrots as a lover....i don't only like you for your looks..i like your personality and protectivness...hell if you never took risks you'd be boring. She smiled.

She leaned her head up kissing his cheek I also really..really like you Hannibal. She kewn she could learn to lvoe him probably. She would not admit that yet. Love was a huge step. She got up and pulled him up gently And about the whole shower thing....dam you have a nice body. She laughed trying to oosen the grief and tension. So what are you doing tonight? She smiled taking both of his hands walking back wards as she pulled him I still have not experienced the Hannibal Italian supper. She grinned deviously Maybe i'll be dessert instead of main course?

[Hannibal Casry]

It wasn't much to some poeple when they learned that people were bi, but he just figured it would be better to tell her know then finding out by accident. Not that he'd cheat on her or anything, but some people didn't like that trait in a guy and he didn't want to have problems with her ebcause she wasn't alright with his sexuality. She seemed alright with it though and that was a comforting thought that she was so understanding. He smiled slightly as she said she didn't just like him for his looks, although he was damn fine. He had a great personality, and sometimes he was a bit too protective, but she seemed fine with that too.

A very very faint tint of pink came across his pale features as she kissed his cheek. He didn't know why he blushed, they'd already done more then just kiss and that little peck on the cheek was hardly nothing. "I like you a lot too." he said with a very faint smile as he looked into her eyes. She pulled him up a bit, and he winced as she stretched out his arms. Very, very sore he was. He smiled a bit bigger as she said he had a ncie body. He didn't want to brag, but he worked out and kept himself in shape. No one likes a fat guy... "Your pretty fine yourself."

"I didn't plan on doing much." he said with a small smile as she said she hadn't yet had the italian supper that he'd been trying to make before, but then she said she'd skip to desert. "Hmm, I usually don't allow anyone to just skip to dessert, but I think for you we can make an exception."