This Silence is Deafening;; - - [ZOEY]

[Zoey]

She saw the regret on his face as she said he deserved everything adn guilt spwet through her. Had he taken that the wrong way. She meant he deserved everything good in life. Letting go of his face she was about to kiss him but he beat her to it kissing down her neck. A small moan left her snd she gripped his hips gently as his hands traced down her legs and to her panties. This man really did know how to arouse her. Nicky saw the hesitation in his eyes as she touched his shirt. This time she would not comment on anything just let it happen. Thats what he needed. No more cristicizim. Just love and no more guilt. Kissign along his shoulder she bit gently as she undid his belt Hannibal...i love you. She repeated as he kissed down her neck. She caught his lips again kissing him lovingly then pulled his belt free pulling down his pants slowly not touching his shirt anymore. She didnt want to take it off, she wanted him to. Nuzzling his neck she bit down it gently closing her eyes.

She felt him bite her lip and a rush of pleasure hit her. She never thought she would like biting but her body seemed to like it more then kissing down her neck. A long moan escaped her as he started biting down her neck and shoulder and a ragged laugh ledt her as he spoke H-Hers your chance. She said kissing him then bit his lip gently. Maybe he liked it to and she did not want to be getting all the pleasure. A gasp of plasure left her as he bit down onto her shoulder and she gripped onto his arm as she tried to control her homrones. Her shirt was off. Good. Kissing and bitign a bit down his neck she ran her hands onver his cehst and raound his back as his pants fell a bit. Yes her eyes wandered and widened a bit a smiled coming to her gorgeous lips Nice boxers. She breathed pulling his pants all the way off. They would look better on my floor though. She gripped onto the sheets turning her head as he kissed up her flat stomach. This man had skill. She saw the want in his eyes and gave a daring grin kissing him again sitting up pushing him down this time. She kissed him hungrily and sat on his stomach as not to interfere with his "nether regions" XD and smirked at him You didnt think i was just gonna lye there did you? She laughed and then bit down his neck not to hard but a mark would be left for sure. Her hands ran down his chest to the edge of his boxers and then her eyes met his.

[Hannibal Casry]

Her hands tightly held onto his hips as his hands teased her skin. The soft moan escaped her vocals and made him smile slightly. He loved getting a good reaction from her, instead of seeing her sad or hurt all the time. He didn't like when she was depressed or sad or hurt. He liked to see her happy and pleased. A good time of no criticism would do really good for Hannibal. With everything he did he was said that he was doing something wrong or horrible. It made him feel like shit and he didn't like feeling that low. Ian made him feel horrible and the words still buzzed around in his head like a swarm of angry bees. They stung his thoughts and he wished he would have never answered the boy's question. He should have kept it quiet and just tried to make him feel better instead of spilling one of the darkest secrets he held. He hated to admit that he was bi now that he had a family. It was a horrible and shameful secret he held with him. He could feel her lips on his skin and the hot breath from her mouth as she whispered those words. "I love you too. More then you could ever imagine." he said quietly, a soft, but deep toned moan escaping his lungs as her teeth sunk gently into the skin.

Her hands pulled the belt from his hips and the pants still fit around his lean waist. Her hand fell away from his shirt, probably seeing the look that crossed his face as she touched him. He was like an open book sometimes, so easy to read and yet complicated to find the answers in. His hands carefully edged to the hem of his shirt for a thoughtful moment and brought it up and over his head, revealing the bruises and newly added cuts that lurked on his body. He wished they weren't there, but he couldn't hide them. He let the black fabric fall to the floor, and he watched her eyes for a second, knowing that she usually felt bad when she saw them.

That amused him that the pain made her moan even more. You would think it would scare her because the pain would remind her of past times, but either way he didn't stop. He was into pain, it really turned him on. Forceful sex was something he liked; hot sweaty angry sex was the best. He had to admit he liked when pain was inflicted by a lover, but when someone just randomly beat him up he didn't like it at all. He growled softly as she sunk her teeth into the tender flesh of his lip. A moan escaped his vocals as she bit her teeth into his skin along his shoulder, the teeth left imprints on his pale flesh but he didn't mind. He's come out of sex with bruises before.

He grinned a bit as she spoke and removed his pants from his slender legs. "Mmm, this would look better on the floor too." he said, a soft moan being let into her mouth as she kissed him deeply. His fingers pulled the elastic waist of her panties and carefully slid them down her gorgeous legs. "Mmm, no I didn't think that, but I'm glad I thought right." he said and arched his back a bit, raising her up as she leaned into the plant her teeth on his neck. It wasn't painful, but the sting surely left some imprints. He enjoyed the feeling of her teeth on his tender skin. She could even still bite harder and he wouldn't be painfully affected. His eyes met with hers and he guided her hands down to help pull the boxers off of him.

[Zoey]

Becky smiled at him as he was now finally letting her have him. She sat on his lap turning to face him kissing his lips gently and down his neck a smile teasing her gorgeous features as he said he loved her too. That meant the world to her. she loved hearing him say that. It made her feel like the butterflys she got the first time she met him at Mcdonalds Tomorrow, we should take the bikes out. she breathed in between kisses as he moved his hadns to his shirt. She kenw he saw her facial expression she she watched with a blank one as he pulled off his shirt. This time..she smiled. Runnin g her hands very gently over hsi chest she moved her lips to his giving a light kiss All mine. She laughed then pushed him onto his back gently smirking.

She loved toying with him. That was what made her turned on in esx. when he let her do wahtever she pleased, or when he did whatever he pleased. A soft moan escaped her as she ran her hand through her hair looking at him. She suddenly stopped Ian's image flashingin ehrhead and she looked out the window. She kenw Hannibal would know what was wrong. Shaking the awful feeling she gave him a devilish grin making an almost purring noise as she moved his pants down his long legs I dont allow clothing in my bed Mr.Casry. she smiled kissing his chest.

Becky wanted to sigh in pleasure. when he omaned it was heavenly. It made her feel even more in control and even more turned on. She felt his hadns on her waist and laughed as he said her under wear would look good on the floor You would tihnk that. A gasp left her as he kissed and bit down her neck making her grip onto his shoulder as she shuddered a bit. She had never really thought of sex as something a bit aggresive, but now that Chad was going at it she was finding she liked it more and more. Her eyes snapped to his as he led her hand to his boxers. She smirked and kissed him ocne mroe biting his lip a bit harder as she pulled off his boxers, her eyes not being able to not wander.

Riasing a brow she moved her hand down to his waist leading his hand to her bra i think this is unfair, and yes you were way off by thinking that. Her gorgeous eyes still looked down and she then nuzzled his cheek. She loved when he did not shave for a couple days. The hairs tingled on her skin making her want to sqeal. Pushing him down she grinned and nipped up his chest straddling his waist. She then moved onto him for a change a long groan leaving her as she let him inside her. There was no pain this time, just bliss. Her hands splayed onto his cehst as she threw her head back letting the feeling sink in.

[Hannibal Casry]

Her reaction was different, but welcomed. He was glad to see that she wasn't sorry to see him in this shape. She didn't look as though she thought it was her fault and he liked that. He liked to see that smile. He tatsed her sweet kiss as she gently let their lips meet, but then spoke, spearting the kiss. Her hands gently moved over his chest before pushing him back onto the bed. A faint smile crossed his features as she smirked at him. He heard her soft moan, but watched as she stopped and looked out the window. He bit his lip slightly, the harsh words cutting into his thoughts, but was distracted as she made somewhat of a purring sound and stripped his pants from his long legs, pulling them off of his figure as she spoke again. A very soft laugh escaped him as he felt the lips agaisnt his sensitive skin. "Oh I see. So what is this?" he asked, a gentle hand tugging at her bra as he undid the connector.

He loved how gentle she could be. He was too fragile sometimes and he didn't udnerstand how she could love him so much. Sometimes he worried he was too much of a chicken to be good for anything, but she never seemed to think that. She was always saying that she loved him no matter what. It made him feel like he was something special.

Aggressive sex was amazing. Soft, loving sex made him bored and he couldn't see what people found in that. That seemed like the kind of sex one might have with a dead person, which by the way, really grossed him out. Her teeth came down into his lip as she kissed him again and ripped the soft skin inside, letting a small bit of blood fall into her mouth. He wasn't really affected by the sting of his lip, for a small smirk crossed his features as her wandering eyes looked over him.

"How is this unfair?" he asked as he sat up a bit, letting his teeth undo the snap that held her bra together. He had a very talented mouth, and could do a lot more with it. He smiled a bit as she nuzzled him, finding the stubble on his face for he hadn't shaved in a few days. He didn't like it to get too long, but let it grow out a bit on occasion. "Fuuck." he moaned deeply as he felt the beautiful sensation of being inside her. He didn't like this being on the bottom shit however. He liked having more control then that, which had lead to some pretty interesting nights in his years before. Fighting for control was always interesting, but it came to a point where he'd just walk away. He was no fun like that.

He forcefully pushed her back onto the bed and situated himself so he was still in her, just now pinning her to the bed with is hands. He pulled her legs up and around his waist and pushed into her body.

[Zoey]

A smile crossed her face as he finally grinned and let her push him back she nipped his neck gently feeling his hands on her bra. She looked at him then at his chest. He was so perfect. She wished he kenw how perfect her really was. It was so unfair all the shit that happened to him. Almost like God was being unfair and punishing him. Ok now there is no clothing. She agreed feling a bit chilled. Her hands moved to his hips and she looked up into his eyes. God, she loved him. Never had she felt so young or alive when he was near. Like she could let loose and her wildest dreams could coem true by being at his side. Kissing his neck she made her lips trace along till she reached behind his ear. She adjusted under him her lips now kissing along his jawline. He had not answered her earlier question, no doubt because he saw her face as she looked out the window. Definatly that was why. Nicky captured his lips again her hand tracing down his chest hoping she had not effected him.

Her moan was a bit shaky and she bit her lip gripping his hips tighter tha probably nessecary. How had he gotedn her bra off with his teeth? If he could do that she was interested in what else his mouth could do. When he moaned she almost wanted to scream in conquer. She had him, finally she was able to make him feel as well. Her hands brushed his cheek feeling that small patch of hairs. God she really loved that feeling. She yelped as he pinned her down grinning at him devishly. Before she could push him back he wrapped her elgs around him thrusting deeper. She let out a cry of pleasure gripping onto his back as she arched her head back trying to control her flaming hormones. Holy shit. He knew how to make her feel good.

Oh Fuckk. She whispered happily as sgripped ehr elgs around him not wanting the feeling to stop. Her nails would probably leave marks in his back. She still had a bit of his blood taste in her mouth. Licking her lips she growled playfully then kissed him deeply. It was a hungry kiss and one of her hands moved to his chest digging hernails in from the pleasure that shot through her. She felt alive again. Not afraid of her surroundings, not chicken to try new things. Chad was what she wanted right now. Nothing else. Just him and his body, heart and personality. Her breathing became ragged and when she climaxed she screamed out from it arching her back hissing in pleasure as she tried to top her body from shaking. Wow..

[Hannibal Casry]

He didn't believe he was perfect and probably never would. He didn't understand how she thought that of him, and never would understand. All he saw was his flaws, and how great they were. What had he done to deserve such a harsh punishment if that was true? Lie one time to many? fuck the wrong person for the wrong reason? Or was God trying to tell him he needed to be punished for al lhis lies and his sins? He probably needed punishment. He smirked a bit as her hands rested on his hips and her eyes found his. He loved her more then he could ever explain, and it was always that way no matter what happened between them. A soft sigh escaped him as her lips tortured the sensitive skin. He had not, and was not going to answer her question. He knew what she had been thinking because he thought of it too, this whole time it had been lurking within his mind, but he didn't let it show. He didn't want it to show. He kissed her deeply and shifted his position a bit to be able to enter her body. His hands trailed down her bare skin as he did so.

Her hands gripped tighter on him then was needed, but he didn't care. Her hands agaisnt his body thrilled him. Her hands graced the skin of his face, brushing along the stubble from his lack of shaving. He laughed softly as she yelped. That was a nice touch to the moment. Her cry of pleasure filled his ears and he groaned deeply, his low tones lyrics contrasted hers quite a bit. He could feel her nails dig into his back and a soft hiss escaped him as they pushed in harder. Her words imitated his but in a whisper and not a moan. He let his hands run down her body as she growled and kissed him deeply. He could taste his own blood in her kiss.

Again he felt her nails digging into his chest and leaving deep marks, not cuts but marks. She hadn't had enough expirience to learn how to make him bleed. If she wanted him, thats what she got. He was in the same mind right now of wanting her, and only her. He wanted everything about her and would do anything within the possiblity of human life to keep her. He wished she'd been able to stay longer too, but her climax shook her body and she screamed out in pleasure, her body arching against his. He groaned deeply, the tones loud and very contrasting. He pushed agaisnt her again, his hands gripping tightly in her hair as he came too, the blood rushing through his body to fuel the excitment. The muscles in his body shifted a bit as the deep maons of pleasure escaped his body. He was a very vocal lover and it was easily said. His breath came out as gasps, but he picked her up in his arms and kissed her hungrily. A light glaze of sweat could be felt on his abck as he held her tightly against his body. No words came from him to describe the feeling he felt, just hungry kissing.

[Zoey]

Nicky looked at him as a frown came to his face and he looked eep in thoguht. WAs he thinking about himself again? She kenw he waqs wondering why she loved him and she hated when he tested her love. She did not love him for his body, that was great though, she lvoed him for the person he was. Hannibal. Even if he was torn to bits she would still lvoe him, nothing could stop that. His lips caight her and she shivered a bit feeling him afjust above her. He was going to go through with it. A moan left ehr as he entered gently and his hands massaged her skin very lighty. she bit her lip getting used to the feeling. They had not realy had sex in a long time. Her eyes met his and she kissed him once more smiling. He was prefect. To her he was a god. She ran hands down his face brushing his har from his eyes as she started to sweat a bit as well. I love you...so much. She whispered then nuzzled his nose kissing it.

Becky shook a bit in his arms as he ran his hadsn down her body kissign her back. She tasted a bit of blood and oddly she liked it. Ya she never thought she would. he felt his hands in ehr hair and she hissed as he came too gripping onto the back of his neck not sued tot he feeling. She had never had a man actually climax within her. She never had either. IT kind of scared her but when he moaned over and over again she felt comforted. She felt like it was right and supposed to happen. His strong arms pulled her into him and her sweat was slowly rolling down her face. She saw the glazed look in his eyes and the sweat on his brow to. She was about to ask something but his hungry kisses made her forget her question and instead she just kissed him back.

She gripped his hair kissing him deeper until she realzied just how tired she was. She was still techically a virgin. This was her fist time thorugh the whole thing and dam she felt like sleeping. She pulled her lips away Wait, Chad i dont have your stamina yet. She whispered as he kept kissing her. She was exhausted. Looking at him her hair was that after sex style and her eyes were bright. A smiled came across her lips as she looked up into his eyes I need sleep...your so amazing. Her words echoed in the silent room along with their ragged breath. She un wrapped her legs from him and ths time cradled into hsi chest closing her eyes. She kewn he wanted more but she was much to tired Im sorry i cant go longer yet. shr murmered looking down. She felt like she disappointing him almost.

[Hannibal Casry]

Hey smile made him smile as she ran her hands down his face. She brushed his long hair from his face and he leaned down to nuzzled her gently as she said she loved him. He kissed her neck, whispering the same into her ear. -skips time- he moved his hips, pushing into her again to reach his peak. His body shuddered above hers, a deep moan escaping his lips as his arms rested beside her, but continued to make sure she felt the sensation as well. His lips graced her skin and could taste the salty sweat that formed on her.

There were a lot of things that she never thought she would like until she met Chad and lived this moment. If she changed so much during this one time, how was he to know within a couple of weeks if she was the same person? It didn't matter to him though; he loved her and whatever form she came in. Her hands held tightly to his neck as the unfamiliar feeling swept over her body. It was gladly welcomed to feel the rush of pleasure over his body, but he could feel hers tense below him until his moans eased her into thinking it was alright. It was. There hadn't been any pain. His kisses assaulted her skin, taking in the salty taste of her sweat. She met his lips then and he kissed her still, feeling her hands in his hair, and then stopped when she pulled away from him.

A grin stretched across his face as he found that truth in her words. He pulled back reluctantly, knowing that if he wore her out she wouldn't find it fun anymore. He smirked seeing her hair and running his fingers through it. "I understand." he said with a smirk and a soft laugh, kissing her again for a short moment. She pulled away from him, and he shifted his position a little bit, allowing her to lean her body up against his. He let his hands wander down her back in a gentle gesture as she closed her eyes. "Aww, it's alright. I promise. I'm not disappointed..." he spoke softly, letting his teeth grace the skin of her neck in a playful manner as his lips then touched her jaw, trailing the kisses gently. He understood that she wasn't able to go as long as he could. He was practiced in this type of thing. She was very new to it.

The male reached the house again, his pupils dilated and his neck stained with teeth marks. He pulled up his collar a bit as he fished out the key to the house and pushed it into the lock after a few tries and misses. His body ached as he walked into the house, quietly and silently as to not disturb anyone. He shut the door without sound and very carefully made his way up the stairs. He needed to talk to Becky, but he could hear Chad in there. So he would talk to her in the morning. He walked into his room, creeping past his mother and father's bedroom as he walked into his and shut the door quietly. He pulled off his shirt, revealing the black under shirt and the sensitive skin of his neck which held many red marks. He re moved his jeans and tossed them in the basket to just be in his black boxers and black undershirt. He crawled on his bed and hid his sore body under the covers, so he was surrounded by darkness.

[Zoey]

Nicky giggled a bit as he kissed her neck. She moaned in pleasure as he he came and she started to as well. She gripped onto him arching her back a bit her eyes closing. Wow when was the last time she had felt that? A year? Jesus way to long. She smiled up at him as he kissed her neck I know baby im all sweaty. She whispered yawning. It was late. She moved so he was out of her and kissed up his neck You need to rest your leg i dont want you anymore sore ok? Her wrods vere soft and full of care. She would walk across hot coals for this man. His leg must still be sore, or else she would let him go longer. He needed that though, as she had. Kissing his lips she pulled the blanket back over them moving into his cehst closing her eyes Night love..


A smile of releif crossed her gorgeous face as he grinned nodding. So he was not mad. She wanted to go longer it was just exhasting. She looked into his eyes kissing him once more stroking his hip Ok..thanks. I need to go brush my teeth i still taste blood. She made a weird face but laughed. She did love the sex, but the after taste was bad. His hadn ran through her hair and she felt the love for him swell in her. He really did care for her. Nothing in the world could describe how she eflt right now. Becky bit her lip as his teeth nipped at her neck If you dont stop i might attack you. She teased kissing him pushing him down riasing a brow. She nipped his lip then got up streching. She got on her underwear and bra along with her boxer shorts and exited her room not failing to sway her hips on the way out.

She smiled taking a deep breath as she steathly went tot he bathroom that was across from Ian's room. As she got to the door the click of the front door sounded. At first she was scared and scattered back intot he washroom hiding. Oh god please tell her someone was not kidnapping them. The large shadow sighed as it walked up the stiars. As it got closer her eyes widened. It was Ian. A guilty look crossed her face and she watched him enter his room. Shuffling of clothes was heard and she took a deep breath slowly opening the door as he was in the bed. He looked..soar. She kewn he would hear her. God memories of earler flooded her and she was suddenly scared. Maybe she should wait till morning. I.. She stopped fear was itching in her. She had to overcome this. Holding in tears she slowly walked to his bed kneeling down Don't hurt me.. She begged taking his hand gently I was only trying to help Ian, i love you. Her wrods were very quiet. Chad would drag her out of here if he heard her near her brother. She loved his over portectiveness but right now she needed to talk to Ian. Why had she went into his room. im sorry..

[Hannibal Casry]

He laughed softly as she yawned, but one stretched his features as well. He gave a soft sigh as she kissed up his neck and said he needed to rest his leg; this was true because it still hurt him now and then but with a few more weeks of physical therapy he would be just fine, as Dr. Ramos had said. "Alright..." he said as he snuggled close to her as she captured his lips again and pulled the blanket over them. He kept her close and smiled a bit "Night." he said softly as his arms stayed around her lovingly, but protectively. He didn't want her to leave while he slept, or for anyone to take her from him.

Her hand stroked his hip, and the gentle touch made him squirm. She was tired, but somehow she still got under his skin and made him squirm. "You did it." he said with a laugh, letting his tongue grace the sore that was open on the inside of his lip. The blood had stopped coming from the wound, but he still had that metallic taste in his mouth from when it first spilled out. A soft laugh escaped his lips as she spoke of attacking him. "You might attack me? What if I continue just to see the reaction?" he asked as he let his teeth grace her skin once more, but she kissed him and pushed him down again. She nipped his lip and he pulled her close to him, but she pulled away and covered herself a bit. He tossed his head back and scooted further under the covers as she swayed her hips on her exit. Geez, she drove his senses insane and they were going to kill him.

He heard her open the door and only tucked the blanket tighter around his sore body, not wanting her to come in here again. However, he could hear the soft steps of her feet and then the soft word that broke the dead silence of his room. No more words were heard and for a second he thought she left, but he heard her footsteps again and then felt the soft thus as she knelt on the ground beside his bed. He pulled his hand away and quickly tucked it under the black blankets, hiding himself from her. "No. I won't hurt you if you stop pushing your boundaries. It's late; you need to go to sleep." his tones were muffled, and softer then they usually were for he didn't want anyone to hear him. There was a fear that lurked within that if Hannibal saw him back he'd get kicked out again. "That wasn't helping... Now everyone knows and I'm gonna have to go to rehab... Did you know the only drug rehab is over a thousand miles away from here? What am I gonna do?" he asked, his tones were shaken as you could hear the worry in his voice. At first his voice was angry as he accused her of not helping, but slowly it shifted to fear as he spoke his words. That last words sounded as though he was on the verge of tears, but he kept his face and body hidden from her so all she could do was look at the black mass of sheets on his bed. He didn't say anything as she said sorry. He was just really, really quiet.

[Zoey]

Nicky smiled as he nodded adn pulled her close. A protected feeling. She lvoed that. Like he didnt want her hurt. She never wanted him to be hurt, but everytime she thought that he got injure again. Gripping his arm around her she closed her eyes. He aws not laeving her this time. She was going with him wherever and they were going to stick together Night.. She repeated hejrself as her eyes dropped and fell shut. Her body was limp bsode his, only his arms fkeeping her to him. That must have been the fastest she had ever fallen asleep. Her whole body was tired and her mind had to many thoughts. She just needed to relac. And Hannibal was really helping. She wondered if he knew how much...

Becky winced as he snapped his hadn back under the covers. Tears brimmed her eyes. She really had lost his trust. The tears finally fell down her cheeks as he said he would not hurt her but she was pushing it. So seeing ehr brother was pushing it now? She sniffed ently trying to make a serious face but her lip quivered defying her. I just... She stopped as he said she needed sleep. He did to. but she could not bring herself to leave his side. She wanted to help him .Biting her lip she lsitened as he scolded her and fear was in his voice. Ian there not going to send you to rehab..i wont let them. She whispered God he sounded so angr with her. she had only been trying to help. Gently she pulled the blankets from his face. If he was not quiet Chad would hear them. Sobs stayed in ehr throat. A thousand miles away? She could not live that far from him. Ian im sorry. she cried gently hugging his frame not caring if he pushed her off. She lvoed him to much to take offence I dont want you to be mad at me or leave! She cried into his back not wanting to hurt him. It hurt more when he did not talk back. she almsot wanted to punch him. That would not be good though. She gripped onto him a bit tighter but was still gentle I'll do anything to make you forgive me Ian..anything.. Her words were tired now. She was sick of fighting. She was exhausted. She forgot about there argument. She was thinking of just hugging her brother as he used to take care of her. As she was almost asleep her eyes opened Anything.

[Hannibal Casry]

He felt her grip on his arms tighten and he held her close to him, not wanting her to ever leave. He'd go to the ends of the world for her, and even as he said before he'd give his life if it would save hers. He feared death and didn't want it to come time for his, but he knew it would, and if it had to be sooner to save the life of one of his children or his wife then he'd drop it then and there. He'd give himself up for peace in their lives. That's all he asked for what a little bit of peace in their lives. A heavy sigh escaped the male's lungs. It sounded tired and regretful for he laid awake still, thinking of Ian. After a moment he leaned his head against her body and looked at her angelic features, smiling as she slept. She was gorgeous and he had to be the luckiest man alive. He stayed close, another sigh of hot breath escaping him before he finally went to sleep. His arms held her close as he slept, not wanting to let her go.

It was just that seeing him was pushing it. He usually didn't like her in his room and yet she came in here anyway to destroy the stones that his life stood on. Now she was in here when he just wanted to sleep and pretend that nothing happened. Every time she was near him she made him see how bad off he was and he ignored that every time. He was unaware of the state he was in and could care less. "Yeah they will. I'm a beast. I am almost hurt you..." he said quietly, fear still in his voice. It was almost like she was dealing with two different Ian's. One was scared and very aware of the situation and the other was horribly mean and didn’t give a fuck about anything that happened to him. That was the Ian they had seen earlier. He grabbed at the covers, trying to hide himself again, but she leaned closer to him and wrapped her arms around his body, and crying into him as the words left her lips. He stayed quiet as she cried into him still and said that she didn't want him to be mad or leave. He stayed very quiet.

He probably needed to be punched. Not in this state, but he needed to be punched so he would know that reality hurt him. Either way, no one was going to punch him because that demon side of him would come out again and someone would get hurt for sure. Her grip on his body tightened, but was still gentle. He made no move to say anything or to push her away from him. A soft, shaken sigh escaped his lips as he still stayed turned away from her, and then he spoke. "Go back to Chad, Becky. You should be in there holding onto him, not me. Besides, you need sleep..." he said quietly, in very firm tones that told her she needed to go. Chad would probably start wondering where she was at soon anyway.

[Zoey]

Becky looked at him as he said they would send him. She would not let them. Her brother was to major of a part in her life. She needed him..badly. You are not a monster, and you barely hurt me. See im fine. Shr murmered into his shoulder raising his head as he did not attempt to push her away. She wished she had not ever stepped foot in his room. The last time before the incident had been before there birthday. He had welcomed her in. Now he tried desperatly to get her out. Sniffifn ghse listened as he took a shaky breath explaining how she should got to Chad not him I told Chad i was brushing my teeth, he is sleepy. Please dont push me away Ian. I said anything. Hell ill go get you a billion pounds of coke..would that make you happy to be near me again.

Her face was flushed with redness from the tears she shed. He was right. Chad would be coming Why not just tell me how to make i better, i feel like your keeping something from me. What else are you hiding. i wont tell.. Her voclas were tired now. She was exhausted and her body was acing a bit now. Sleep was something she craved but she wanted to get him to trust her again. She no longer cared if he ddi coke. If it made him love her and made him kinder she would let him do anything. She would die for Ian. Did he not see that? Sighing she let go of him and sat up taking his hand again this time holding it so he could not pull away Im sorry. With that, she stood and rubbed her bare arms. Chad was probably getting curious and maybe scared why she was not back. She leaned down kissing his cheek pulling back quickly. Night..

[Hannibal Casry]

"I didn't hurt you this time... Becky... you're too much." he said quietly, meaning that he didn't understand how she could love him. Maybe she could love the old side of him, the side that was hidden from her before recently, but how she could love this? Whatever he was, was beyond his imagination. He'd only welcomed her in before because he was hiding things and he wasn't worried that she would ever figure it out. Now she knew and she might find the other places where it was hidden. Where his mirror and blade was hidden, where his money to buy the shit was hidden. "No." he said firmly as she spoke of getting him a billion pounds of coke. As amazing as that would be he wouldn't let her do any of the sort. "You're not going anywhere near anyone who deals the stuff..." he scolded. If only he followed the rules that he set for his sister. He'd be a perfect kid, just like she was. She was gorgeous, had a boyfriend and felt the capacity of love. Ian? He was a whore, still good looking, but didn't know if remembered what love felt like. He was so screwed up.

"You can't just make it better Becky. It's a drug; it can't just be healed like a cut or wound. You saw how I was without it... You don't want me to be like that again." he said softly, his voice still sounding shaken as he let the words escape his vocals. He heard the next part and spoke again. "I'm not hiding anything..." he said very defensively, proving that he was hiding something. He didn't think about how he said it, but he was very defensive about it. He felt her let go of him, and went to hide himself with the black blankets again, but she held firmly onto his hand, not letting him pull away from her. He kept his face hidden as it had been this whole time. He pulled his hands back as soon as she let go and covered himself a bit, but felt the kiss on his cheek. She pulled back quickly and spoke. He mumbled the words good night and hid himself in the blankets, and then his hid head under the pillow.

[Zoey]

She directed her gaze from him as he said he had not hurt her this time. Ian please.. she whispered looking at her hands. She hated when he blamed himself. Nothing was really his fault. It was the fucking drug dealers faults. Her eyes met his as a firm no left his lips. So he did care about her. Those drug dealers would probably rip her apart. Her eyes flashed with an idea and she looked at the ceiling. She would go fucking talk to them. Maybe she could do something, convince them to stop selling to her brother. She would help him get through it. She looked at him sighing as he explained it was a drug Im not an infant Ian i know that. And im willing to work on it everyday if you are. Please just let me help.

She looked as he hid back under his covers. Well it was obvious by his tone he was hiding something. Anger flared in her briefly before she walked back to his bed Don't say thers nothing, tell me Ian or im going to have to go out and find out what your keeping from me. She whispered angrily and hurt as well. They never used to hide things. Ever. It cut her deeply that he was hiding more things. Chad was probably going to come in soon and she sat back beside him ignoring i he shoved her away. She gripped his face gently making his eyes meet hers. Im not going to judge you, i told you i would do anything to make it better even if that meant me dieing for you. Her voice was kind and a tear fell down her cheek. Did he not understand what she was saying. ANYTHING. She wanted to scream at him. [/size]