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Post by Kate Payne on Jan 11, 2008 20:05:19 GMT -5
If you want me to stay here give me three reasons why I should and because you'll miss me or you don't want me to leave is not good enought. I'll be online the whole weekend but after that if no one has a good enought reason why i shoudl stay I am goign to drop rolepalying all together for ever.
Date i am leaving: 01/14/08
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Post by Hannibal Casry on Jan 11, 2008 20:39:17 GMT -5
I'm staying neutral in your vote.
I can't think of reasons for you to stay if you really have your mind set to leave by that date. You were fun to role play with while you were here... Sorry I never got the muse to post in our thread xD haha, seems it doesn't matter though. So I will stop babbling and end short but sweet. Chat me up sometime if you are bored out of your mind or just in the mood to talk to a psycho (.^_^.)
You'll be missed. -snuggles-
email: boc405@fuse.net
dunno if anyone plays HL anymore, but I do =] cause I'm a nerd...
HL: A Second Chance
&& Uhh... Unless you have/get AIM then I think that's all the ways to contact me -ponders- Anyways. You'll be missed. Chat me up anytime. I can talk for hours on end =] |
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Post by Kate Payne on Jan 11, 2008 20:51:14 GMT -5
Actually it does matter… quite frankly it matters a lot; that is part of why I am mad… you would make the third person who has lost muse to a thread just as I got mine back. And this is the third time I have been hostile on this site… but this is the first time I might be really leaving because of it.
Hostile + 3 times = too much for me to handle.
I did not really expect any one to come up with any good reasons as to why I should stay. So do not think so hard to find one.But do not think that you, in person, are not the reason why I am pondering extremely hard on weather or not I will be leaving… so no guilt trips.
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Post by Hannibal Casry on Jan 11, 2008 21:12:21 GMT -5
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be part of the reason you're deciding on leaving... I just don't know what to post and I can't stand putting up bad posts because I'm weird like that. I don't even really know what to say, because I don't want to make you more mad [ i have a bad habit of doing that to people cause i say the wrong stuff...], but I do hope things get better for you. Just like, not on RP boards but just all around.
If you ask me, which you didn't, but I am in a talkative mood so I will tell you anyway, these kind of threads are a little pointless because most people will only come up with the fact that they miss you. I mean, you're fun to talk to, and fun to role play with, but you can't keep one thing going forever... and it's probably not a good idea to get upset because people loose muse every once in a while.
Please don't take it like I'm criticizing you, I'm just talking. Whether you actually care or not, I don't care lol. I am bored and alone =]
But anyway, like you apparently expected i have no reasons for yeah, but i will miss you. Just so you know. |
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Post by Kate Payne on Jan 11, 2008 21:32:46 GMT -5
No… I did not mean for that to sound like it was your fault because it is not… It is not even really this site’s fault, and I know people lose their muse just at the wrong times, and I know you can not keep something going for ever, but to tell you the truth that thread was really the only reason I kept coming to my grandparent’s house to use their computer. I really put my heart into that thread.
These kind of threads might be pointless to you but they are not to pointless to me because i L.O.V.E this site and that is why I put this up because I want to know what you guys think. I do not just leave friends hanging in the air not knowing what the hell happened to me or why I quit.
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Post by Hannibal Casry on Jan 11, 2008 21:49:20 GMT -5
I didn't know that it really meant so much to you. It was a very interesting thread I can say that in all honesty. I don't usually loose my muse for things all that often, so now I kinda feel bad [even though what you've said repeatedly] because I know now that you put so much into the thread and then one of the rare times I loose my muse it involves that one xD Lol.
Alright then, let me ask you this. If you love the site so much, why contemplating leaving? I understand that you do not want to just leave your friend hanging, but still? You give us less then three days to come up with reasons for you to not leave, other then that we will miss you, and then you say how much you love this site. You also say you understand all these things about not keeping a thread and that people loose their muse occasionally... and yet you can even think about leaving? I might sound like an ass for saying this again -chuckles- meh stupid and stubborn... but it's kind of dumb. If you love the site, why not stay? It will keep everyone here happy, and you will be happy as well because you won't have to leave something you enjoy.
anyway, can't help but noticed your mood changed =] that's always a good sign |
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Post by Kate Payne on Jan 11, 2008 22:38:30 GMT -5
Because I am have a very bad habit of taking things out on the wrong people plus I have gone complete insane… out of my mind… driven up the wall… pushed way of the edge… backstabbed and stepped on by one too many people online… [nothing to do with you or anyone else on this site] and I am tired of it. I am only giving you guys three days because I only have three days until I go back to my mother’s house, where there is no internet. Plus if I am no longer going to be role playing here or on other sites I use to be on then why wreck my bloody nerves worrying about what you guys think of this whole thing for a week… then be driven 15 miles to my grandparents house to just turn right back around not even two hours later and be driven 15 miles back to my mother’s house were I can cry my flipping eyes out because I am going to brake myself of my role playing addiction for ever and no longer will be able to role play with you guys again… so the way I see it is I favor get to crying in three days than wait a week to start my depressing stage.
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Post by Hannibal Casry on Jan 11, 2008 22:47:18 GMT -5
Aright well... On that note I have to wish you the best of luck in whatever decision you make. I personally have no life and I would be bored as hell without role playing... but if you choose to quit because of what you're dealing with, then it's your choice. As I said earlier, I choose no side, and I highly doubt anyone here would tell you no, they don't want you to leave but I will not argue with you.
This is making me depressed in a weird way, and I'm not the kind of person that deals with depression. I am horrible when I'm anything other then obnoxiously happy. I like being happy, therefore I have to stop questioning you.
It's probably bad for me to say this, but if you're mad at me, let me know alright. I would rather know that people are pissed off at something I did or didn't do then have someone tell me they aren't mad at me. I understand I said I would post and I didn't, but anyways. I found my post for you, incase its reason for you to stay. If not, I was simply cleaning out my email and I found that I emailed it to myself from school. Don’t remember when I finished it, but its there. |
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Post by Kate Payne on Jan 11, 2008 22:59:03 GMT -5
No Hannibal I am not mad at you… I should really be pissed off at myself and really it is not anyone else’s fault but mine for letting people leave foot prints in my damn face.
Okay… I continue to post and reply to everyone until the 14th… when I will finally decide if I will drop role playing or not.
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Post by Hannibal Casry on Jan 11, 2008 23:15:34 GMT -5
Call me insane, but somehow... Hostile, and not being mad at me, do not mix very well. Say whatever allows you to sleep at night; I'll just nod and go along with it.
I will mark my calendar for the faithful day which you decide if you're done or not. I'll be here for a while, I'm sure. I'll continue to post as well, but please, do forgive me. My Semester exams start Tuesday and go until Thursday. I am cramming... |
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Post by Kate Payne on Jan 11, 2008 23:54:25 GMT -5
haha...some how I see me as being the insane one right at the moment, but you are welcome to try and surpass me in the half way house records...
I won't sleep either way for the next three days and cramming is not a good idea it overloades your brain and over all you can forget more of the information that you read in the pass hour than you on the information that you read two months ago. I'll kiss a horse shoe for good luck for you on monday night. and you can forget what I said about the forgetting things...
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Post by Hannibal Casry on Jan 12, 2008 0:04:27 GMT -5
haha that actually made me laugh. I’ll let you be the more insane one right now. I don't want to be insane. As I have said before, if I am anything other then obnoxiously happy, it's bad.
Ok... So maybe I should elaborate on my methods of 'cramming'... I should probably say that it's more like.... read ten pages, fall asleep and touch the book six hours later... Now 'studying' is what I have to do for my algebra exam on Thursday because I'm worried about that one. My studying is your version of cramming. Lol thanks for the luck though, I will need all that I can get because I have built myself up a nice, pretty little pile of bad karma all year xD |
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Post by Kate Payne on Jan 12, 2008 0:21:54 GMT -5
You don't know what bad Karma is... Trust me I know... I learned the worse possible way.
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Post by Hannibal Casry on Jan 12, 2008 0:56:01 GMT -5
Just trust me when I say that I know as well. I've done my rounds, and I still have time ahead of me to deal with. |
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Post by |-Trustworthy|-|Dream-| on Jan 13, 2008 21:32:08 GMT -5
I see what you have in mind Kate. I know I am here late, as I have been in San Antonio without a computer for a while preparing for a move. But. It may not seem like it, but this site, wonderful Velvet Ridge, would be changed in a bad way if you left for good. I would be bored out of my mind without role playing, but alot of people are not like me. Seeing as you have set the ending date for tomorrow, this is my vital effort to convince you to stay. =]. You are completely and utterly entitled to your opinon, and you opinon is something no one, reapeat, no one, can change.
Please take into consideration that not only the site would be changed without you, but people too. If your desicion is to move, I have no option but to honor your choice, but I do pray that I came soon enough to help set your mind in staying on Velvet. I should be here tomorrow, may it be late, or early, I will be. And I will see you through.
The last I can say is, Kate, you were, and I hope you continue to be a friend of mine =]. Please understand that you will be severely missed, and no amount of you telling me that you won't be missed, or, I'm just trying to make you feel better, will change what I have just said. You Will Be Missed.
If you quit, I would like to keep in contact with you.email:: razzmatazzfreak@yahoo.com
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