[Supper;] [LufferlyHannibal]

[Hannibal Casry]

His eyes strayed away from her torso as she pulled up her shirt too. the bruises were easily seen, but her's were more like one large group rather then having them all over from various times of beting beaten and differing in size from being beaten with different things. It still hurt him just as bad to see her gorgeous figure bruised like that though. Nicky was too amazing to be treated like that. Hannibal laughed softly, but she kissed him back and he leaned into her loving kiss. Her fingers fit through the belt loops on his pants as she sighed and said for him to start the shower, and that she wanted to see Chance. Hannibal kissed her back and nodded slightly, and walked into the bathroom.
Chance growled again as he saw her, but before he could back away she grabbed onto his collar and scratched behind his ears. The dog whined softly and tried to pull away, his deep brown eyes having a sad but lovable look in them, like Hannibal's eyes at times. The pup ate the treat without problem, but was still reluctant to feel close to Nicky. He stayed in the corner of his cage as she left him.

Hannibal walked into the other room and opened the curtain to the shower. He turned on the warm water after making sure it wouldn't come out of the shower head. He placed one hand underneath the water as he tested for the warmth of it. Nicky's voice was heard as she walked into the room, and he looked over at her a bit. "It's nothing that you did Nicky. Chance had been broken of his trust. It will take him a long time before he even thinks about trusting you." Hannibal said softly as he watched her look around. He smirked slightly and turned his eyes away as she picked up the body spray. A smirk never left his lips as she sprayed it and coughed. Why did it never fail that a girl could put on perfume, but when they tested out a guy's body spray those they always did it wrong? A dab of perfume here and there, but they insisted upon spraying the body spray all over... Duh it was strong. "That's because you're not supposed to just spray it all at once, goof." he said with a laugh. She gently came up from behind him and wrapped her arms around his waist gently. He let his eyes focus on the water so a flinch didn't show on his features. "It's alright, you can't possibly do anymore damage..." he said gently.

Unless Nicky decided to hit him with a flail or stab him with a knife then he couldn't be hurt all that much more. Hannibal was a tough guy, and usually didn't complain about such things like pain, but he'd been done in this time. Lesly had it in for him, even though he'd never done anything to bother Lesly. He'd always admired the man from afar and never had the courage to ask him out. Should have trusted his original gut feeling. His mind stopped its hopeless wandering as Nicky's lips touched his ear and gently trailed down his neck. His muscles tensed slightly at the gentle feeling but soon relaxed. The way Nicky made him feel when she was this close was so different then any other feeling he'd ever felt. A soft sigh escaped his lungs as he enjoyed the feeling for a minute before turning the other knob to add in a bit of cold water so the temperature of water was steady.

[Zoey]

She coughed but smiled as he said she was a goof. She then smiled once mroe as he sighed happily this time I know Hannibal..but i realy..like that dog. she whispered and buried her face into his neck. She then looked at the running water. She smiled and pulled him towards the shower Alright mr.macho...get on in there. She pinched her nose laughing and started undoing his jeans. Once she had him stripped she lightly pushed him intot he shower grinning. Hot dam he had a bod that could make any woman ache to taste it. She then finally got her clothes off and stepped in with him. She clsoed her eyes as the water fell onto her sore body. She moaned slightly an moved clseor to him running ehr ahdns through his hair getting it wet.

She smiled at him and grabbed his "Manly" Body wash and put some in her hand and rubbed it gently on his shoulders massaging them..not hard becasue she knew he was sore. She smiled kissing his neck as she moved lower and moved him udner the water so he could get some. God the shower smelt good with the body wash. She moved her hand along his hip smiling I got a tattoo a couple weeks ago. There was a double bow and arrow tatoo on her hip Do you like it? She smiled at him. God she felt so..loved when she was with him. She moved closer and got his shampoo wahsing his hair grining See your my litle kinky slave. She laughed kissing his lips. Of course she was kidding

[Hannibal Casry]

He smiled slightly as she said she really liked Chance. Well maybe tommorrow they could talk him for a walk. The pup was much more friendly when he had room. And maybe since she was spending the night the dog would be get used to her company. she'd be here for sometime, Hannibal guessed, since they were getting her stuff. He laughed as she pulled him toward the shower and called him mr. macho. He helped her with the buckle on his pants and she pushed him in gently He laughed as he almost fell. Dang he was a clutz. A sexy clutz.

The water felt amazing on his sore body. He would have just decided to soak in the tub, but there wouldn't be enough room for both. Well, there was, but Hannibal liked his space when he was in the water. He would haved taken up the whole tub. She ran her hands through his hair getting it wet. Ahh, clean! Yay such a good feeling it was. "You should get paid for this..." he said quietly as she massaged his sore shoulders with the body wash. He smiled slightly and looked down to see her tattoo. It was nice, but he wouldn't ever get one. He was freaked out by needles. You'd have to tie him down and put four blind folds on him. Nice. I like it. looks better on you then it would on me though." he said with a small smile.

"Hmm... I'm not very little. you're the little one." he said playfully, as he kissed her back and felt the shampoo and her hands running through his long brown hair. He squirted some body wash in his hands and gently started to wash her, starting at her neck and gentle rubbing in circles over her skin, making sure to be as gentle as he could be, but also being soothing to ease her tense muscles. He moved a bit then so they were both under the water and with his gentle lips kissed her collar bone and trailed a few kisses up until he met her lips and placed a very passionate kiss upon them, as he looked into Nicky's gorgeous eyes. "I lo--" he spoke softly, but before he could finish he was cut off by Chance's loud barking and the opening of the door of his apartment.
"Hannibal?"

"What the hell -- I'll be right back." he said quickly kissing her lovingly and stepping out from behind the curtain. He gently patted his torso dry and wrapped the towel around his waist as he walked out the door of the bathroom, closing it behind him. He stopped dead in his tracks as he seen Lesly standing by Chance's cage, petting the dog lovingly.

His eyes looked up to find Hannibal standing there in a towel, with a confused look over his pale features. He stood upright and walked closer to Hannibal, but quick feet carried Hannibal down the stairs before Lesly got too close to the bathroom. He wasn't going to let him know Nicky was here. Lesly let his eyes roam for a minute and smiled. "I'm sorry I inturrupted your shower, Hannibal, love." he said, wrapping his arms around Hannibal's sore body. Hannibal flniched slightly and raised his arms to hug back Lesly. 'No fear' he thought to himself, trying to be strong. Lesly looked into Hannibal's eyes and sighed gently. "I wanted to appologize for what happened at the bar. Ian and Steve were drunk and that's the only reason that they beat up Nicky. She hadn't been doing anything wrong and now I feel guilty that she suffered for that." he said quietly, lying straight through his teeth, but he had Hannibal hooked. The man's heart was just too soft and caring and was easily fooled.

"Well, she's a bit bruised and quite shaken up after all that, but she's sound asleep at her house." he said, letting his eyes rise to the bathroom door for a moment. "I should really get going, I left the water on..." Hannibal said quickly as Lesly backed him against a wall. Their lips met and Hannibal's heart was racing. The other was a fantastic kisser, but he was terrified of Lesly and he was worried that his lies would be exposed as soon as she walked out the door. He didn't want to anger Lesly...

"Well how about I join you then? Since we're all alone... It could be fun." Lesly said with that teasing tone as he kissed Hannibal's bare skin, trailing the kisses up to his neck and getting a soft moan from Hannibal. He pinned the man up against the wall, letting his hands roam over Hannibal's bruised torso as he kissed the neck of the other. Lesly's tactics pulled at Hannibal's heart. He wished to god that he would leave because he was scared to death, but at the same time, the kisses on his bare skin felt amazing, not as good as Nicky though. she was so gentle and made him feel loved. All Lesly wanted was Hannibal. There was no love in him. "C'mon love, let's go." he said, taking Hannibal's hand.

Hannibal pulled Lesly close, and kissed the man again, trying to take his mind off the shower. He backed the other, larger, more built, man in a corner and teasingly asked if he remembered their night at the hotel. Lesly smirked and said yeah, he remembered. "Well think of the fun we could have again. We could go back to your place..." he said quietly. But Lesly shook his head.
"No, because you're not being you. I am the one that chooses where we go and what we do. What the hell are you hiding, bitch?!" He questioned, grabbing Hannibal by his neck and pushing him back against a wall and Hannibal cried out softly, letting his hands try and get Lesly off of him... He pleaded for Lesly to let go.

[Zoey]

She smiled as he said she should get paid. She winced at that comment and stroked his shoudlers I dont need any payment for you..i only want your love. She whispered kissing him as he kissed her. She moaned but pulled back as chance baked. DAmmit. He was jsut about to say he loved her. And god she loved hearing him say that. She saw him rush out and got out as well elaving te water on. Who was here? Did he order any food? She frowned no because they ate soup. She slowly got on her boxers and other clothes lsitening. The walls werent very soundproof. She slowly walked tot he stairs and her eyes widened. Lesley. She hid and lsitened as he said he was sorry Anger rised in her. Sorry? Ya tell that to her face.

Then he kised him. Her heart sank as a moan left Hannibals lips. What the hell? Tears welled in her eyes as pain tored through her. WAs all this a fucking lie? She felt fear go through her as Lesley offered to shower with him. She knew Hannibal was trying to protect her..or was he? She gasped as he pusehd Lesley tot he wall kissing him. Tears fell down her cheeks as she shook her heaed but then anger rose as Lesley grabbed his neck and pinned him to the wall wondering what he was hiding. She ehard Hannibal whimper and her heart broke STOP IT! She cried running down the stiars and punched him inth e back GEt your slimy disgusting hands off of him! She cried and tried to pull him away. Why had chance like him and not her? God that dog was confusing.

She punded on his bakc angrily looking at annibal her lips quivering. God she had seen him kiss the man..had she jsut been tossed aside once a man begs for him? She growled Leave him alone..he doesn't like you dammit! HE lvoes me! She hoped. She was not so sure anymore. But dammit she loved him no matter what and she was not about to let the love of her life beaten up agin. Hannibal was already in extreme pain so why the fuck would he want mroe inflicted? he growled and tried to pry his arms off God start liking girls! She hissed angrily. Maybe then he would stop bugging Hannibal. She saw the fear in his eyes but still jealousy was freash in her mind as she tried to get him off of the one thing she had ever loved

[Hannibal Casry]

Hannibal meant nothing by his actions, although he seemed to be betraying Nicky, he loved her deeply. She stole his heart and he had never felt about anyone like he felt about her. The moan escaped his lips because of the feeling he got, it hadn’t been intentional. His neck had been and always will be a tender spot for Hannibal, it hadn’t meant anything, and Lesly just knew his way around people. When Hannibal kissed the other, it hadn’t been anything he truly felt, just a distraction that he knew the other would be fine with, and hopefully would take his mind off of anything else he’d thought about... Hannibal looked up with his worried expression as he was pinned against the wall with the hand around his neck. Tears had fallen down her cheeks and her eyes were a blaze with anger as she ran down the stairs and started to beat on Lesly, trying to make him get off.

Hannibal’s face flushed a deep crimson red as Nicky’s eyes looked up at him. Her lips quivering and her eyes showing what she had seen. He wished he could apologize, but that would have to come later if she would accept it. This was the second time that they had unexpected company, and the second time that Hannibal had done something she didn’t approve of. Last time he’d fought with Jake, this time he’d made out with Lesly... Both were bad, but to very different extents of course... Hannibal’s eyes just fell to the floor as Nicky spoke; her words were anger but sounded stressed out. He knew she had seen the whole incident... She’d probably hate him forever and always because of it.... You didn’t just start making out with some guy when you have your girlfriend over... He probably made her feel like he didn’t care about her, but that was not the truth at all.

Lesly’s hand didn’t leave Hannibal’s neck as Nicky beat her fists into his back. He grabbed one of Hannibal’s hands with his other and let go of Hannibal’s neck as he twisted his arm behind him. There was a sickening crack that was soft, but it seemed so loud for Hannibal, and gasped as a look of shock came over his pale features. He didn’t fight as his arm was held behind his back and Lesly walked. Hannibal tried to keep up as he was pulled away from the wall. The freak broke his wrist, for no fucking reason at all! Either Hannibal needed to drink more milk or Lesly was just super strong. Both really. ”Keep out of this you little bitch... He’s playing you, didn’t you see him? He’s passionate and loves me more then he’ll ever love you.” he spoke with a sharp tone, slapping Nicky across the face. He turned to Hannibal, and kept his arm and broken wrist pinned tightly behind his back. ”Tell her you love me Hannibal...” he said quietly, his eyes roaming the boy’s half dressed figure for a moment before a glare coming over his eyes. He twisted the boy’s wrist ever so slightly and leaned in to whisper in Hannibal’s ear so only he could hear.”Tell her you love me Hannibal... or else.”

Hannibal flinched as Lesly slapped Nicky. It stung his face he’d hit her so hard. He wished it was him being slapped around instead of her. Nicky didn’t deserve to be beat up by his boyfriend. She hadn’t done anything wrong, just simply tried to protect the weak and the helpless Hannibal. When Lesly spoke of him loving him more then Nicky, he grimaced, but then didn’t speak for a long moment when Lesly told him to explain to Nicky how much more he loved Lesly. The dark eyes of the other roamed his figure before a dark look coming over his eyes. Pain surged through his arm as ever so slightly Lesly moved his broken wrist and then whispered for only Hannibal to hear. Hannibal’s face was twisted by pain, sorrow, embarrassment and hatred. He didn’t want to do what he was about to do, but it would hopefully please Lesly and he’d be able to go without Nicky getting hurt anymore. ”I love him Nicky...” he said pitifully, as Lesly forced him to his knees and moved his wrist again. He felt so weak, and he hated himself for all of this. Nicky didn’t need this shit. She should just leave him now and never look back. He’s a disgrace to all humans, and should just die. ”Lesly is amazing and my feelings for him will never change.” Hannibal spoke, and his face remained that deep shade of red as his eyes stayed on the floor, not being able to look up at Nicky.

A firm hand wrapped itself under Hannibal’s chin and forced his head up, making him look at Nicky as he finished speaking. Tears welled up in Hannibal’s eyes but he blinked them back and Lesly tilted his head a little further back and their lips met again, making it seem as if Hannibal did love the man more then Nicky. A cold hearted smirk formed on the other’s face as he finished the kiss and fixed Hannibal’s hands behind his back in a quick knot, so he couldn’t get it undone.

His head was brought up to look at Nicky as he finished speaking to her about how much he loved Lesly. Hannibal stayed on his knees, and kissed the man just like before when he had him pushed up against a wall, only there was hate for himself in that kiss. He couldn’t believe he’d fallen to such a level that he was being forced around like this, and in front of Nicky no less. She was seeing a different side to him. His fearful side. He feared Lesly more then anything in the world, and the more the man hurt him the weaker at heart he was. His love burned for Nicky stronger then ever, but Lesly was too big and too strong to fight. He knew Hannibal’s weaknesses and knew them all too well. The rope came tightly around Hannibal’s hands as Lesly let go of him. He stayed on his knees and wished he could just die. The rope hurt his broken wrist and he was still sore from being tied up and beaten the other night. The red towel was still around his waist as he sat on the floor, trying not to show his tears.

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From two doors down, the lady had called the police as she walked by to hear something or someone be slammed up against a wall. Then when she heard the yelling she made sure to tell the police to hurry. She was an older lady, but knew Hannibal a little bit. He’d come over a few times when he first moved in, being only 17 years he’d been young and new to the world of life alone. She’d helped him along until he got fully settled and got to know him a bit. He was a strong boy with a very weak heart, and if someone knew him well enough they could easily take him down. He worked out regularly, running and working his body but his heart would always be weak.

The man and his partner burst through the door, seeing Lesly moving in on Nicky and Hannibal sitting in the middle of the room with the rope around his wrists. The two police men advanced and both of them were able to take down Lesly. They hand cuffed him, but it was another to take him to the car. He struggled the whole way and it took both men and all their strength to control him as they made their exit. Hannibal was quiet, keeping his tears in as he kneeled on the floor. His eyes looked at no one and he made no sound at all. His face was still that deep shade of crimson that it had taken on earlier.

[Zoey]

Nicky pulled back as he said to stay out of it....was he joking? She looked at Hannibal but suddnely felt a harsh slap to her face. She fell back from the force of it biting ehr lip as it sutng deeply. She looked as Lesley grabbed Hannibals face making him look at her. She shook her ehad tears falling down her cheeks. God he looked so used and embarassed. Her heart stopped as he said that he did love Lesley. Her mouth dropped and she wouldn't breath. She clsoed her eyes looking away rubbing her cheek as the wrist was broken grimacing. God..it was al a fucking lie..then..they kissed. She hissed in pain and turned her head away. God she had been used again! she thought he was different! She looked as he tied his hands You asshole..elt him go She said angily but turned as the door burst open.

She cralwed back holding her cheek as they tackled Lesley..not an esay task. She huddled her knees in as they untcut Hannibal and drug Lesley out. She looekda t him over her knes her eyes red from crying and her cheeks flustered Howcould you. She spat angrily I thought you loved me...not like all the other guys who used me! She cried getting up and ran up the stairs. Shecouldnt be near him! She ran apst Chance and into his room slamming the door. She fell onto his bed gripping his pillow crying as hard as she could in it. Fuck Lesley! He had turned Hannibal agaisnt her! She thoguht only she could make him moan like the..then he admitted he loved him..and kissed him jsut once more to cause her pain.

She screamed in frustration and anger. LIFES NOT FAIR! She cried nad pulled the blankets over her shaking. This was not happneing..20 mintues ago they were giddy nad kissing and loved eahother. Nothing was going to happen between them she realised. No matter how much she lvoed him he would always swoon over some macho man or girl. tHe men at the bar were right. She was dam ugly. She clutched ehr stomach as she was crying so hard she could not breath No Hannibal..ppplease.. She begged her sobs racking ehr body as she clnched his pillow to her. Her hair was still damp and her chheks were damper. She sniffed hiding in his room not wanting to face the world..

[Hannibal Casry]

The look in her eyes was like a knife through Hannibal's heart. She didn't see that he was only saying that. She looked as though she thought it was real. Her eyes filled with tears as her mouth dropped when he said he loved the man. Could she not tell that it was a lie? Did she not see that he loved her more then anything, but said this so he wouldn't be hurt, and so she wouldn't be hurt? No, she didn't see it because her mind was clouded as Lesly had tilted Hannibal's head back and the two kissed. The taste in Hannibal's mouth was terrible, he couldn't believe he was doing any of this, and Nicky wasn't believing it. Now he seriously wished he could just drop dead, and never bother anyone again.

Hannibal couldn't bring himself to look at anyone as they untied him. He saw Nicky out f the corner of his eye, but didn't look at her anymore then that. Her eyes were red and her cheeks were shaded with a deep shade of pink. She questioned him angrily and thought that he was using her... Another stab through the heart, but this time he wished it was real, and that a knife really would come to him, and just end it all, but no, it was sharp pain that stung him, but wasn't enough to kill him. She ran up the stairs then, and Hannibal totally understood why. He wouldn't want to be near himself either if he was her. She saw him as a liar, and someone whom had no heart. He loved her but she didn't understand that he was forced to say that. she hadn't heard what he had heard...Tell her you love me Hannibal... or else Lesly words rang in his head as he fell back against the floor, and just laid there.

Tears fell from his deep eyes as he laid there silently, upon the cold, unloving floor. It was hard not to go and see Nicky, and try and make her feel better, but what could he say? She would never believe him if he told her it was an act. She would think she saw through him, and try and expose him for the user that he isn't. He loved Nicky with all his heart and he'd never cheat on her like that. Didn't she have some common sense? Didn't she see what Lesly had done to him? How is it possible that he could still love Lesly?! IT WAS NEVER EVEN LOVE TO FUCKING BEGIN WITH!! It was one of those feelings were it's for a little while then it's done. Haniba had been scared for life by the whole incident with Lesly, and ever since then his life has been falling through the cracks.

He grabbed a peice of paper out of a notebook he had on the coffee table and found a pen to begin his writing.

"My dearest Nicky,

Things have been hard, and I know all that you just saw makes you feel horrible. It makes you feel like I used you and it makes me look like I am a liar. You don't see the real me, and of all people I thought it would be you who really saw me. Nicky, you saw what that man had done to me, how could I possibly love him? I know you'd never believe that it was an act, so I wil lsimple apoligize for the things we have never done, or never will do. I am leaving, because everytime we get close, I seem to just rip everything at the seams and we have to start new again. I don't like doing that to you, and I feel that you will someday find the person that can hold you close forever and always... Appearently it isn't me.

Good luck with life, I am done with this god forsaken world. To the ends of the earth I am going, and I don't intend on coming back...

Simply,
Hannibal."

He singed the note with his signature and wrote his name underneath it print. He walked silently up the stairs and knocked on the bedroom door before slipping the paper underneath it. He walked abck down the stairs, grabbed his helmet and left. He wasn't quite going to the end of the earth, but it was the one place that seemed like it. The cliff that hung over the ridge. A perfect place to go, where no one would know he disappeared. where no one would find him for a good long time. He doubted Nicky would go there, let alone follow him, so he knew that he woulcn't hurt her anymore.

[Zoey]

She shivered in his bed. So man thoguhts. he couldnt really love Lesley could he? She pondered this looking over the edge of the blankets.. No..maybe he was jsut saying that to protect her. She winced. Shit she was being a complete baby. SHe had to go face her fears and talk to Hannibal. She got up walking past Chance once again and was about to opent he door when a knock came. She stiffened as a note was slid under. She hesitated before picking it up and slowly opened it. her hert stopped. Oh god. He thought she didnt love him. She cursed smacking ehr hand agaisnt the wall and read the rest her eyes widening No.. She whispered throughing the note down and ran out as she heard his bike starting. She ran to the window.

He was going tot he cliff..God dammit. She searched for her helmet...she forgot..she didnt have one becasue Hannibal..whoa ctually LOVED her..had taken her here. She cursed again then ran out the door. She could not elt him do this. She could see the bike int he distance and kept running. She was in no shape to run but she had to try. She ran faster along the treeline her breathing short. Her throat burned and she had a cramp in her ribs. She rubbe them wincing and kept going HANNIBAL! She cried trying to make him stop. She saw the cliff and tried to catch her breath. She saw a short cut through the park and immdeniatly took it. She would arrive before him.

She stopped as she ran through the park and saw the clearing for the steep cliff. She panted putting her hands on her knees trying to breath. She felt like puking. She slowly walked over to a tree sitting by it closing her eyes. A tear fell down it I love him.. she whispered and looked a the parking lot. She nwated him..not some other guy like he thouht. God she was so stupid...its jsut when he had moaned it felt like her heart had shattered. She wanted him to fix it not leave her. She sat quietly panting and coughing up a bit..little bit..of blood. It had been a long run and she was already bruside and sick as it was.

[Hannibal Casry]

Between the roar of the bike and the helmet over his head, Hannibal couldn't hear Nicky's attempt to grab his attention. He leaned in closer to the bike and rode down the streets of the neighborhood, intending to leave and never return. His bike carried him through the streets of the world, and it was dead. Everything around him was dead. There wasn't a person to be seen anywhere, and the streets were quiet except for the hollow sound of the motorbike. It was like what he felt now, hollow and dead inside. He felt pain and guilt for hurting Nicky as he had, but he was confused and hurt as well. He thought that she was the one who would understand him, but she hadn't. He was hurt because his wrist was killing him. The bastard had broken it and he just tried to think of something else to block out the pain.

He stopped at a small side store, and bought a black shirt and some faded jeans. He always kept 30 bucks under the seat on the bike, just incase. The seat wasn't meant to be removed, but it broke somehow and now with a hard pull Hannibal could remove it and keep very few small things under there. An extra key, some cash you know, dumb things that were always important. He slipped the black shirt over his torso and pulled on the loose fitting jeans. They made his legs look fat in the thighs, but they were comfortable to wear. He got back on the bike and continued to ride. The wind wiped at his features and he held on tightly to the handles, biting back the pain that his wrist was creating. He came closer and closer to the cliff, and stopped suddenly.

His bike stopped quickly, and his feet rested on the ground at the sides of his bike as he saw Nicky sitting against the tree. His grip tightened on the handles of the bike and a wave of relief washed through his empty soul. He hadn't wanted to really do anything; he was a coward, so honestly it was a desperate cry for attention, giving her one last chance to understand that he did love her and that whatever she thought was wrong... His hands shook slightly as he pulled his helmet off, but didn't look at her. The bike still rumbled quietly, its sound being all that was heard until his shaken voice spoke as he turned the key to the bike, silencing it.
"What are you doing here? I saw how you looked at me and heard how you spoke to me... You don't believe that I love you..... Every time we are close, I seem to do something wrong, even if it's for you..." Hannibal said in his shaken and sad voice. His words were not angry, but they definitely did not have that stable happy tone to them. A tear rolled down his cheek and he quickly brushed it away, not wanting her to see him cry. He gave her no room to speak in response to his words as he spoke again.

"I really do love you Nicky; at least, I want to think I do... but sometimes you make it seem like you don't love me back. I want to be loved, that's all I ask. You don't have to stick up for me, or try and protect me, just say that you love me and do your best to understand me for who I am... Because I am here for you, whenever you need and I am ready to listen and ready to help, but when we get close, things happen and we fall apart, and shit like this happens..." he spoke, his tones still shaking as he drummed his fingers against the black helmet that rested on his thighs. He stayed a good distance away fro Nicky for now, despite how much he wanted her to hold him in her arms. He wanted to be close to her, but he had a lot to say and wasn't going to do such a thing until he was done talking, and by keeping his distance, he was telling her to stay away until further notice.

"You know how badly I want to just die right now?! That look in your eyes when Lesly kissed me almost killed me. He was pushing me around and you looked at me like it was my fucking fault that I was doing what I did. You didn't hear what he said to me... You wanna know what he fucking said? He threatened me, or more importantly, he threatened you. He told me to tell you I loved him... or else... There isn't much more he can do to break me, but Nicky, you're a new target for him. You're closer to my heart then anyone I know, and Lesly has figured that out. So he pushed me around, knowing that we'd end up like this..." Hannibal said, leaning his head down against his helmet and hiding his face in his arms as more tears fell from his eyes.

He was done now, nothing more escaped his vocals. He couldn't be angry with her because he loved her. Yes, he'd spoke that last bit with an angry tone, but really he wasn’t angry. He was frustrated and confused. He loved her, but he didn't know if she would love him back and take the time to understand him better. He loved her more then he could ever explain and just wanted to go and be by her, but he didn't know if she still loved him. Obviously she felt something, but was it enough of a feeling to take him on? To take on a distressed man that felt lost in life? To take on a man whom was wandering through the thick black darkness and just searching for someone to pull him into the light and hold him in their arms? Maybe, maybe not. He hoped she could, because he was a wreck without her in his life. look what he'd gotten into that month that they were apart, or better yet, think what he was about to do today...

[Zoey]

Nicky looked as the bike rolled into the cliff. She saw him see her and take off his helmet. She looked at the clothes he was wearing..no wonder she had gotten here first. She stood but stiffened as he questioned why she was here. Jeez because she loved him DUH! She aws about to speak when he cut her off. Those words hurt her deeply and she looekd down apin written on her face Are you kidding? dont you rember what i told you? She walked over to him slowly but stopped I told you i would love you no matter what you do...i know i was angry..but if you saw me smooching some guy and moaning from it..you would be too because you know i love you and only you. She felt guilt as a tear ran down his face and walekd over lifting his head.

She listened as he spoke of Lesley threatening him. More guilt and understanding washed through her Oh god Hannibal..im so sorry. She whsipered falling at her knees beside his bike burrying her face into his leg tears also streaming down I realized you would not want to say that once you left...but as i was going to apologize you slipped me this note. She whispered gripping his baggy pants. She sniffed and looked at him I love you more than words can describe. When im around you i change. I always want to impress you and make you laugh or do jsut the right kiss or maye you smile...no one has ever loved me before like you. I dont want you to leave me..please Hannibal. She begged crying into his leg.

She nodded slowly as she heard him say she was the target for Lesley now. She shivered and nodded. She knew she would be. Like seriously. It was common sense that he would come after her to get clsoer to Hannibal. I know you dont like me being protective of you but i still love you and dont want you hurt She kissed his leg gentlythen looked up at him I know after all thats happened you rpob cant forgive me of eing so god dam jealous that some big guy was kissing my boyfriend..but can you ppplllease forgive me? She whispered hope in her voice. She was so tiredof stuff happening to them. She hoped Lesley fuking came back. She would kick his ass so hard..his biker dudes would feeliy. She hoped he could forgive her. She ahted how he thoguht she didnt understand her I do understand you..im just slow...i understand that you were just doing it to keep me safe..i jsut let jealousy get the better of me..and its ok if im not as gorgeous as Lesley...no guy besides you has ever called me gorgeous...i love you so much Hannibal.. She said shakily and sniffed and if you want to throw youselfoff a fucking cliff dammit im going with you! She could not bear the thought of him leaving her. It made her want to scream. What else could she do do get him tofrogive her..even know she should be forgiving him..god this was so confusing I bet we could catch Lelsey.. She whispered. God there was no doubt in her mind hed break out of Jailto have Hannibal...that man was obsessed with her boyfriend But you gotta have faith in me ok? She lookeda t him putting a hand to his wet face wiping his eyes gently I know you dont like me bring protective...but if you really loved me..youd elt me do this to save you

[Hannibal Casry]

She lifted his head as she spoke to him and his eyes still didn't look at her. He couldn't look at her. As she spoke he felt guilty for doing that, but it was an impulse. He couldn't help it, his neck was so sensitive and it just felt amazing. It had been a subconscious action that was just natural. But yes, he would be jealous if that had happened with her, but he knew it was only a natural reaction. He loved Nicky and he would be jealous, but he had no room to talk, because he knew she had been ticked that he did that. Again, he didn't mean it, but things were done already so no amount of sorries could fix that old situation. Hannibal had to focus on this one, and listen to the words she spoke.

Nicky fell to her knees beside him as he spoke and buried her face in his leg, tears falling from her eyes. He didn't know what to say or do. She was saying sorry but he felt extremely guilty and somewhat confused still. She said she loved him, and she'd said shed been angry with him, but also said that she understood. He didn't know what to think, but he was glad to hear that she still loved him. "I'm sorry about that. I just felt like I wanted to be done, but the whole ride here scared me. I-... I was hoping that you'd show up and stop me but then again I thought you might have had enough..." he said quietly, his tones being soft and his eyes not looking at her still as she knelt beside him. She grabbed onto his baggy pants and said that she loved him and wanted to impress him. She didn't have to impress him; she'd already stolen his heart when they had first met. He closed his eyes as she begged him. She didn’t have to beg, not at all, he'd be with her in a heartbeat.

She looked up at him with those gentle, lovable eyes as she said she loved him and didn't want him to get hurt. "You had every right to be jealous, I would be been too... and I can forgive you. I need you in my life..." he said quietly. He looked down at her with soft, watery eyes as she spoke. "You're no comparison to Lesly, Nicky. You are the most gorgeous girl i have ever met." he said with a small and loving smile. Looks weren’t on his mind at the moment though. She was a great person, probably a better person that a guy like him deserved, but she was fantastic all the way from her head to her toes. A frown crossed over his pale features as he looked away again. That thought had crossed his head, but subconsciously he'd been chickening out, and praying to god that she'd be here to stop him. He was a coward and wouldn't have done it anyway. "I wouldn't have done it... I am too chicken to do such a thing..." he said quietly, his voice being completely serious. There was no joke, or no laugh that came along with his words.

"I don't want you to get hurt again... Every time you help me you get hurt... And it hurts me worse then it hurts you physically." he said quietly as she spoke and her gentle hands touched his facing, wiping his eyes gently. He got off the bike and sat down beside her. Usually the guy's comforted the girl's but it was the opposite now. Hannibal leaned onto her and stayed quiet for the moments as she spoke. God he loved her so much. She cared for him so much, but sometimes he felt like he didn't deserve such a perfect girl. He listened to her as she said if he loved her then he should let her do this to help him. He stayed quiet for the moment, just staying close to her for as long as he could. "Will you promise me that if anything goes wrong you'll drop it? I don't want anything to happen to you... because you're trying to help me. I'm not worth you getting hurt..." he said quietly.

[Zoey]

She looked at him as he said she was no comparison to Lesley and she sniffed a smile as he sat down beside her. she snuggled into him taking his hands as he said he would have been chicken Im glad.. She whispered wiping her eyes on her bare arms. THe windo was bone chilling but being even 10 feet away from Hannibal she felt marn. She looked at him as he said he trusted her but she had to promise to back out if it got dangerous. she nodded kissing up his arm Im not that stupid..and dont you dare say your not worth getting hurt over...your worth dying for. God she loved him. She felt like she didnt deserve a man so good..but she had him and she would dei without him. She wrapped her arm around his and llooked at him. God she hated to see him cry. She smiled laughing weakly Chance would be chasing me off the cliff right now. She stopped laughing looking down gripping his arm. God she loved that dog but it hated her. She felt a tear fall onto there hands and coughed

She rubed her throat and looked a him How come everytime we get close to doing it someone jerk off wrecks it? She grinned rubbing her sore abdomen. She nuzzled his neck kissing it as he said it was a natural reaction. She smiled and layed her heaed on his shoulder yawning. I have a bad feling about the men after us. She whispered into his ear the wind vutting through her like a knife. She shudddered and pulled his arm around her gently and saw his wrist. TEars formed in her eyes This is all my fault..i sohuld have stayed upstairs..and he would have just kisesd oyu not fucking broke your wrist..i was so scared when he hit me..i thought he was going to kill you for being my boyfriend. She rubbed her briuised chek sniffling After i thoghut i couldnt get uglier he proved me wrong. She huddled her knees together and looked at him.

God he was so gorgeous. more than her and she knew it. He had guys nad girls swarming to him and she had no one...not even his dog..just him. and she knew he loved her. She kissed him Come on..lets go grab a doublecheese burger and get home....

Next morning

Nicky yawned and draped her arm over his chest snuggling into him. They had got back home quickly last night and fell right to sleep. She kissed his bare chest smiling Morning.. She whipsred and saw Chance sleeping in the corner. She looked at him whistling a bit Hey boy..i know you hate me...and im sorry. She whispered and tossed a dog treat gently near him then watched him a bot longer. After a couple minutes she turned to Hannibla and leaned over him checking the clock. 10:00am. Loong night. She looked at his red wrists and sighed angrily.DAm Lesley. She got up and went to the washroom grabbing a towel and some hot water. She walked over and dabbed it on his wrists very gently to try and soothe the pain. Hell she was no doctor. She then dabbed it on his sweaty face smiling as the sun hit her from behind. She kissed his nose giggling Wake up muchacho. She whispered one foot dangling off the bed...

[Ok my pllan..tell meif is ok..how aobut Lesley is waiting for thme when they go to get Nicky's stuff..he kidnaps Nicky and holds her hostage for Hannibal only if he will be his and not hers....i love writing evil kidnappings..sory or a bit of pplaying XD is my idea ok?]

[Hannibal Casry]

Nicky took his hands in her own and snuggled closer to him. A smile crossed her features as she had spoken. "No, you're not that stupid, you're not stupid at all, but I just want to make sure that you're not going to get hurt... I just feel like I am not worth that, causing you pain is horrible. You don't deserve it," to be honest, Hannibal was a wreck without her. Look at what he got himself into without having the girl clinging to him. He wasn't bothered by her hanging around him at all; in fact it was probably better for him ever since they had met. Except of course for that whole month they were apart, but when he was around her he didn't have the impulse to party and do something stupid so he had a friend to hang with. Nicky was always there for me. "No he wouldn't. I wouldn't ever let him hurt you... Besides, I think he’s too chicken to actually hurt you. He backs away every time you get close." Hannibal said with a laugh.

The soft lips on his neck let the small sensation run down Hannibal's skin, a moan escaping his vocals as he kissed her temples gently and looked at her with a small smile. "I don't know, but maybe it's just timing... we need a schedule..." he said jokingly. No they didn't need a schedule; it was just their luck... She gently pulled his arm around her and she spoke an apology about having come down stairs. With a gentle hand he wiped the tears from her eyes as he other hand just rested on his leg. It hurt like a son-of-a-bitch to move it, so he wasn't going to. "No, I am glad that you came down. I mean, despite you getting hit and seeing all that you saw, but if you wouldn't have come down, knowing Lesly he would have either taken me over to his house if I could have convinced him, or we would have gone up stairs anyway. I had come down just in the towel after getting out of the shower, which was dumb, it only gave Lesly the idea to go up stairs..." he said, rolling his eyes quietly. He ignored her apology about his wrist. It wasn't her fault, and it hurt like hell, but he'd deal with it.

He put a finger to her lips as she spoke. "Don't you dare even say that." He warned, his tone was firm, but very loving. His gentle fingers traced the side of her face as he looked at her. "You're gorgeous, and you should know that... but the more you fight for me, the worse things get for you. I have told you stay out and don't bother with my personal shit, but you insist on helping. I wish you wouldn't because the bruises are just contrasting your beauty. They aren't making you ugly, but they certainly aren't pretty." he said, kissing her lovingly. He smiled slightly as she said they'd go get a double cheeseburger and go home. Like he needed that!

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Hannibal stirred slightly in his sleep as Nicky draped her arms over his skin. He was still sore from the bruises, but since Nicky was gentle around him it hadn't hurt. Her soft lips touched his skin and a very faint smile crossed his lips as he slept.
The dog watched her in silence and didn't move to get the treat. He moved slightly as he laid there in silence because Hannibal was usually up at five thirty, getting ready for work and taking chance on a run at six. He was restless and waited patiently for Hannibal to get up.

"Ouch..." Hannibal moaned softly in his deep toned, still sleepy voice as the hot water was gently pressed against his wrist and then dabbed a few times. He didn't speak when she had dabbed at his right wrist, but his left wrist was broke and that's when the moan escaped his vocals. The hot washcloth dabbed at his face gently, and with a giggle a kiss was placed on his nose. That made him laugh. He hated waking up, but being greeted with a kiss and a giggle just made him laugh. It was too cute.
"Muchacho? What is that, Spanish? I'm not awake enough to know..." He said with a laugh as he sat up a little bit and kissed her lovingly before he stretched his arms out, being careful not to move his one hand. It was stiff, but he'd rather not feel it then feel it. Cause damnit, it hurt.
Chance stood and his loud, puppyish-sounding bark was heard, his stub of a tailing wagging back and forth as he trotted over to Hannibal and brushed up against his arm and looked up at him with big brown eyes.

Hannibal laughed quietly. "I'm gonna take chance for his run. Well be back in like, 20 minutes, ok?" he said, as he got up. Damn, he was in his boxers and had no shirt on. No wonder he'd been so freaking cold last night... Could have sworn he fell asleep in his clothes. He wrapped his arms around himself as he pulled a long sleeved black shirt from the closet. He knew he wouldn't be cold after jogging, but he was cool with wearing long sleeve shirts. He pulled it over his thin figure and it stuck to him as most of his clothes being skin tight. He found some long black shorts that he didn't remember where he'd got them from, but they were his size and went to his knees so that was good. He hated shorts that were too short. He pulled out some black running shoes and chance barked again. Hannibal just laughed as he sat on the edge of the bed and tied the shoes tightly to his feet. He had to tie the laces around his ankles because they were so long, and then he tied them together and stuffed the extra in the sides of his shoes. He got up off the edge of the bed and looked over at her, placing a loving kiss on her lips before patting his leg and walking from the room, chance following on his heels.

He ran down the stairs two at a time, racing the dog playfully as he grabbed the leash from behind the door and ran outside. He woke up fast if there was someone who couldn’t already figure that out. He was in shape, for the most part and he always had energy. He didn’t get tired easily, but these past few days had been rough, and he’s been wiped out. He ran down the sidewalk, the pup following him as he disappeared around the corner of the apartment building, his thin figure all dressed in black being gone before you could count to ten
About 21 minutes went by before Hannibal came back inside the apartment. Chance was panting happily and his stubby tail wagged back and forth as he trotted into the kitchen and began to drink the water in the bowl beside his food dish. “Hey, we’re back!” Hannibal called as he closed the door. He didn’t know where Nicky was at the moment so he went to the fridge and grabbed some water. He set himself up on the counter and stretched slightly as he looked around.


[[we'll have to take turns playing Lesly then, cause I am not too good at being evil lol but if you are then you can play him. =] The idea sounds good to me, and sounds very interesting...]]

[Zoey]

She looked at him as he asked if that was spanish. She grinned as she sat up and she leaned agasint him lgihtly kissing him back jumping as Chance ran up to greet Hannibal..not her. She frowned sadly and looked away until he got up to go jogging. She wasw sitll in his boxers and her bra as well so she also dug through his drawers waving to him as the "men" ran down the stiars. She grinned and pulled out a hot pink one with the black words billabong on it. Yes! She slipped it on then awlked down ths teps hearing the door slam. God that man loved his dog. She smiled and opened the fride seeing its contentes. orange juiiiiceeeee! She grined grabbing it and found a glass and poured it in walking to the couch and sat down grabbing a book. She raised a brow as it was a romance novel. Oh lord...she could totally imagine her Hannibal reading this XD! She opened it up putting her feet up on the couch and opened the first page. after about 15 minutes she stopped sticking her tongue out

Ewwww She got up. Nothing but looong sex scenes and she could do withoutt hat thank you! She looked as they walked throgh the door and grinned walking up rubbing his shoulders Hey..im thinking we should get to my house sooon.its almost noon. She kissed his neck and let go pikcing her glass up putting it intot he dishwasher. Good golly she did not want to go to her house. She looked at Chance a sad look on her face and shook her head Should i give you some money for stuff..i dont want to be a problem. She grabbed her wallet and handed him some money Hers jsut for everything ...i dont want you using your money on me ok? She kissed his nose the looked outsie grabbing her jacket and grabbed his other shorts he had offered her pulling them on. They went past her kneees but meh. She got his keys to his bike danglingt hem over her head Biekrs mislte toe? She grinned and stepped back to his bike. Lets ride


[[can u please just be him! u were soo godd at being evil before lol and it gets confusing when we switch dont worry if u need help i can help lol...so u can do the plan this psot or next u can pplay a bit if u want]]

[Hannibal Casry]

[[ ok well if you consider that good at being evil then that’s easy lol I have never been helped with posting before, so I'll just see what I can muster up for evil... lol ]]


Hannibal had quite the collection of brightly colored boxers it seemed. There were hearts on some and hot pinks ones. All seeing to be found by the girl. She must have had a knack for finding all the girly ones he owned. He was pretty sure there was a few more different ones in there. He had some green ones with yellow hearts on them, and he was pretty sure there was a rainbow one that had black broken hearts on it. There might even be a blue pair with penguins on it. Didn't know if he kept those or not. He probably did... He was a weird one... Especially since she found the romance novel. Wasn't a normal one, usually he read some that were much better, not meaning they had dirtier sex scenes, no. They actually had a story which he did enjoy. He'd cried in several different parts of various books he's read. Call him a softy but he loves books that wrench his heart and get him involved with the story.


[[ way to go. xD make Hannibal read a nasty romance novel haha... if she asks he's gonna say its Lesly’s, and somehow he ended up having it at his place.... he won't admit to ever having read such a thing. =] he's a good boy xD lol ]]


Hannibal was greeted by the mention of going to her house to get her things and the gentle hands on his shoulders. He nodded slightly as she kissed his neck. She was bound and determined to get him every time she kissed him, wasn't she? She'd learned that his neck was sensitive to feeling and that he loved being kissed. He watched as she put the cup in the dishwasher and looked over to chance as he drank the water then her eyes came over to him as she said that she didn't want him to spend any of his money on her... She handed him some cash from her wallet and he took it reluctantly.

She pulled the shorts he'd offered before, hiding the bright pink boxers that she'd found. Good going. he thought with a laugh. Luckily she'd put shorts on over then, so he was good. He jumped off the counter and pulled Chance into his cage so he didn't destroy the place while they were gone. It would be a pretty brief outing, but the pup suffered from separation anxiety and tore up his apartment the first few times he'd been left alone. So Hannibal didn't take that chance anymore... haha Chance. He walked behind her as she walked out to his bike. He grabbed the waist of her... his shorts and slipped the money into the pocket. He didn't want it, and didn't need it. He was a good cook and worked pretty regularly at one of the fancier places to eat. It was an Italian restaurant. He got on the bike and kissed her under the 'biker mistletoe' before he snatched the keys from her and started the bike up.

The two of them rode on the bike back to her house. He didn't know what all she'd grab, but it might be a tad bit of a difficult trip back if she took too much. He'd never in his life intended on doing a thing like this, so he hadn't needed a car. Besides, motorcycles were ten times more fun then cars anyway... unless of course you got a classic car, or one of the mustangs. Then cars were much cooler. He personally liked the 2006 mustangs. They were nice but he also liked the older Chevelle and chargers, they were really nice, but he couldn't afford and old car, or a new car for that matter.



[[ I am not sure how this is going to work if I don't ppower play a bit, so talk to me on aim about it cause the way i see it, things would go smoother if I do the kidnapping in one whole post so there is no chance for Hannibal to stop it. Cause you actually want her taken from Hannibal's house, which means you have to post again, and then in the next post I will make Hannibal do something that takes his attention off of Nicky for just long enough that the hiding Lesly is able to take her. ]]